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Journal Entry: Sun Jun 19, 2005, 12:14 AM
It's strange that the pieces I love the most are often the least loved by others. How do I improve if I don't know what others like?

Build the passage way through the art
A sombre decay, a collection of mind
A collection of mind
Once life fades to shapeless
As a light
Through this path of pureness
Now I rise
Death-Like trance, pure freedom
I shall seek
From the inner, the outer, I shall reach
Suksma Sharira
Born in black, within
Death is white, within
Creep is bright consciousness without mind
A sombre delight, a repulsion of mind
A repulsion of mind
Once life fades to shapeless
As a light
Earthly lies and sadness
I deny
Gorguts, the Art of Sombre Estacy

Lack of inspiration

Journal Entry: Thu Jun 9, 2005, 5:19 AM
"To be positive at all time is to ignore all that is important, sacred or valuable. To be negative at all time is to be threatened by ridiculousness and instant discredibility. To translate opinions in an obvious search for proof of intelligence in the manner of abusive use of obscure descriptive words is a desperational will to sincere, yet retarded expression.

I feel there is a universal sense amongst our generation that everything has been said and done. True, but who cares. It could still be fun to pretend." - K. Cobain.

Screw you too

Journal Entry: Sat Jan 10, 2004, 5:43 AM
Maybe it's me, or everyone else, but it seems like some of these posters know NOTHING of good photography, if you have someone(boy OR girl) posting nude, no matter how out of focus, out of balance it is it's an instant success.

Again and again I wish to leave this place.. but returned to find that 1% of good stuff.

This is quite depressing....